Saturday 9 May 2020

When I chased my life,  little did I realize,
What was wrong in me,  what needed a slice.
Having the pause alone has given me the much needed blessing,
To face thy demons,  to erase the unkind, the vice.

Lately I feel that this entire life is a mirror.
All the friends and likeable are my good edges.
All the enemies,  unlikable ones are my own vices.
In the end I am alone soaring this world, quite astonishing isn't it? 
The escape game to play is who am I  and what am I supposed to be? 

What is the reality here, I wonder? 
Only the nature makes me see far closer..
Waited for years for this learning!
That nothing matters here,  only unlearning.

It took me to taste success to know this wasn't it!
It took me fights to know,  what was the war all about! 
Maybe one day I wake up and I stop fighting
For I would have loved all my edges and vices within

Oh dear lord of this universe, 
Holding me while I falter and cry.
My gratitude for this awareness today!
I wish to see you someday!